Beauty is in the eye of the beholder..

You look Gorgeous.

You look Amazing.

You look Dazzling.

You look Stunning.

You look Beautiful.

You look Outstanding.

You look like an Angel.

You look Pretty.

You look .. you look ..

You look ...

Like Yourself.

Your Special self.

This is the way you look Tonight.

Everyday.

Every hour.

Every minute.

Every second.

Every moment in time.

Every time I look at you.

Every time you smile.

Every time you look at me.

Every moment I spend with you.

Nothing can change this fact.

Nothing.

~

Another day slacked away..

Today was a pretty slack day. As usual. Went to Carousel for the first time, and it was with TK, Chee Rong and Liong. We wanted to shop for our graduation night clothes but ended up shopping for . . . nothing. Only TK managed to get what he wanted - a bottle of champagne for his cousin's engagement. Lionel and Collin came later, but not to join us. They headed off to the cinemas to catch the movie titled "The Grudge 2". I was not interested in paying money to scare myself so I didn't join them. We finally left Carousel and I went to TK's place to watch some movies while Chee Rong and Liong went to Canning College Library to study! Sigh. They make me feel so useless and guilty. Oh well.. will try to pull myself together and start studying. My marks aren't very pretty and there's nothing much to boast about them. Sadly.

Man! I really need to sleep early tonight. For the past two nights, I've been sleeping for only 4 hours each night. Not good. Also, Madeleine, Eline, TK and the rest of the group are planning to visit Harbour Town for some good ol' shopping tomorrow. Not sure if I will be joining them. Don't want to end up shopping for nothing and getting myself hurt *a-hem* for some reason. Well hopefully not.

Well, Halloween's coming! Lionel seems to be having a pumpkin party tomorrow night. He's already made a pumpkin lantern which looks pretty cool. He dug out the insides before carving out the eyes nose and evil grin. Probably post the picture up some other time, don't have it with me now. Ahhhh!! My legs are itching for some soccer or badminton! Need to work out or something! Probably find Tim and JunYa for some soccer. Badminton can wait till next Friday.

Pretty beat now. Gonna crash.

Adiós.

Ryan a.k.a predx

Corazón Roto

Today was a bad day. What else can I say? I slept at 8 this morning, and woke up at 1230 to drag myself to iceskating. The wierd thing is, I did not even ice skate. This is all thanks to the dreadful incident that caused me to fracture my ankle when I was on rollerblades. The phobia cannot be fought against, I guess I gotta live with it. Even badminton was a waste of time. I played my worst tonight and it does not feel good. Not good at all.

It was made worse due to other "stuff" that happened. I did not like what I saw and certainly did not like what I heard. Avoiding me is one thing, but keeping something from me is another. I may not know the truth about anything, but I am certain of one thing - the way you treat me like thrash and the fact that you don't even LOOK at me hurts me to the core. I felt used, tricked, fooled into thinking something, and of course the feeling of getting lied to. One moment we are having a great time talking or just being together, and the next you discard me like some unwanted person. Is this all a lie? The way you treat me, is it a lie? I really need to know, cuz I DON'T FCKIN UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DO THIS! I thought you knew how I feel about you. Well not exactly, cuz I haven't plucked up the courage to even tell it to you. There is only one reason why I haven't told you yet. This reason would be the fact that I don't want this to upset our current friendship. My efforts already seem to be tearing this friendship apart, so what would exactly happen if I told you my feelings towards you? Would you avoid me forever? Can we still be friends like before? Right now I really feel like giving up. Anyone, PLS SHOOT ME AND END THIS! You are the reason why I die a little more inside everytime you walk away or shun me to one side.

I want to apologise to the people I went out with today. I was tired due to lack of sleep and tired of trying to win someone's heart. Hope you guys still had a great time. Everyone was laughing and poking fun at people who fell during skating. It was good to see that, but not good to see those people hurt themselves. Maybe next time we can do something fun again. I hope...

Laters..

Ryan a.k.a predx

River Cruise..

Ok people. My posts are pretty jumbled up. It's more of a going back in time kinda thing. SRY!

On the 15th of September, we had our Canning College River Cruise. The theme for the event was the letter 'C', basically meaning we had to dress up in anything that starts with the letter 'C'. For eg., cook, crook, cheerleader, captain jack sparrow & condom. Ha! Well, most of the people dressed up as casual, which was kinda expected. Everyone was a little shy I guess. We had a DJ performing for us, and we turned the whole cruise into something like a club. We were dancing all night long and I was totally beat after that. Phew.. Also, it was Shenton's birthday that day, and we went back to Vickery House to celebrate it and have some cake. I think that was all for the night.

Oh, and before I forget, I want to thank Jay for grooming me up for the occasion. He was a little unwilling but still, he did his best in transforming me into something more presentable. Haha! Almost everything on me was supplied by his wardrobe and his hairstyling "abilities". So.. thx Jay!

Me and Mr. Cheeky/Playboy gettin ready to go!

Me and Karen. Girls seem to put in alot of effort making themselves look good.

Isn't that a nice view, of me? HA! Kiddin! I meant the background!

Together with friends.. everyone's dressed up for the occasion!




Lionel, Amalina and Me.




Me between two pretties. Madeleine on the left and Yee Teng on the right.




Dancing to the music. Put your hands up! Yeah!




Shake that thang!




This DJ's in the house!




Hungry people. Really hungry people. Ha!




Looking guuuud people! From L-R, Kua, Velli, Nathan and Me.




Acting cool eh? L-R, William, Lionel, Chee Rong and TK.




View from the cruise. Perth City!




Gathering up the boys.



Happy Birthday Shenton! Glad to know you.

Clockwise from top left - Chin Howe, Adrian, Nick, Me, Brandon, Liong, Kelvin, Eugene, Shenton and Kai.



Something caught their attention. Seems like Eugene to me.

That's all folks.

Over and out.

Ryan a.k.a predx

BBQ outings..

Happy Birthday Eline & Chee Rong!

Celebrations for Eline's and Chee Rong's birthday stretched over 3 days (or 4) into the weekend. We celebrated at Vickery House and had BBQ outings at Millpoint and King's Park. It sure was fun and we hope you two loved it!

Happy birthday Eline! They sure seem to be enjoying the cake!

BBQ at Millpoint! A sweet little picture of us! Clockwise from the top left, Chee Rong, TK, Lionel, Me, Madeleine, Yee Teng, Eline & Nick

As Lionel would say: "Practising the art of giving the finger."

Some lovely tree top action!

Ooh! BBQ prawns! Lovely! Are you peeling them for me?

Hot Dogs! Madeleine seems to be enjoying them. Rawwr! Munch! (haha..ok.. she's so gonna kill me for this!)

Wow. Madeleine sure has grown some arms and legs! Spot my shoes..that split hurt!

Ugh! Nick getting stabbed! Well, I don't really care what happens to him! HAHA! Kiddin..

The three caped crusaders taking a break in the shade.

Oh no! Nick being silly...again! Liong has gotten the sickness as well

BBQ at King's Park! Celebrating Chee Rong and Eline's birthday.

Yum! Satay and Kebab thingy prepared by Eline's mum.

Looks nice huh? Well, just to let you know, it tasted guuuuuud!

A group pic of the happy people having a great time!

Bird's eye view of the city from King's Park. Neat!

Edwin, Eline, Nick and TK trying their luck in a game of "Big 2". We wanna play too!

Candle light dinner? OR candle light gambling?

1..2..3.. say "Kim-Chi"!!

Me and Yee Teng with Lionel's finger. Looking tired. Yaawwwnn!

Round it off with a nice little group picture! (L-R, Lionel, Me, Yee Teng, Edwin, Madeleine, TK & Liong)

Hope we can have more BBQ outings like these. It would be loads of fun! Till next time, study hard for now!

Peace out!

Ryan a.k.a predx

My Sweet Seventeen..

My 17th Birthday (on the 18th of September) was celebrated in style, thanks to May, the organiser, and the people who helped her out in the preparation. Another big thanks to the people that showed up at the party, I really am grateful and totally enjoyed every minute of it! (except for the pain!)

It all started out when I went out with Jay and Edwin to the city in the morning to attempt studying at the State Library. After lunch and our failed attempt at studying, we headed off to Jay's place to hang out and chill. While we were there, Edwin said he had left his stuff at Vickery house and Jay wanted to accompany him to get it and have dinner outside after that. I thought something wasn't right, but I went along with the plan. When we reached Vickery House, there was something about the atmosphere that wasn't there before. People that I know seemed to be everywhere! Immediately we were playing around with a soccer ball while girls were buzzing in and out of their units seemingly up to something. I knew something was up. Never was there that many people at Vickery House that evening. After an hour or so, Edwin was ready to go, or so it seems. I was somehow led into the Vickery House common room by Jay, who said he wanted to see who was at the pool table. Just as I entered, the lights were down, and BANG! BAM! BOOM! Party poppers were going off everywhere and several plates loaded with whip cream came smashing into my face and into my hair! A very recognisable Tim was busily popping the party poppers at my *ahem* merchandise while they brought forward the cake with all the little candles on them - 17 candles to be exact. It wasn't what I had expected! I chased Tim all over the place, trying to get some of the whip cream to wipe off his annoying grin.
The rest of the party was a total blast. I don't want to go much into detail, but if you want to know more about the fun we had, look HERE! We had water bomb fights, disco/club dancing and whole lot more "fun" at TK's place and "makan makan" beach! Yeah! Some birthday party that was! Thanks alot guys! Here are some pics to relive the moments~!

Everyone chillin' before the party. (From left to right - Jasmine, Karen, Shelina, Raymond, Edwin, Rifai and Hendi)

Aren't you guys supposed to be helping out?

Some people are just too desperate. Sorry Junya & Nathan!

Girls hard at "work". (L-R, Amy, May, Madeleine and Karen)

Water Bombs!! Ouch! I swear it hurt alot!

The masterminds behind the water bomb plan. (L-R, Madeleine, Yee Teng and Sim)

Last minute preparations before the ambush.

Da-mn! Thought it was cake, but tasted like cream! Seems that they were saving the cake for eating. Haha!

Hohoho! SUPRISE!

The suprise. At least May is trying to stop them from emptying the can of whip cream onto me.

Cream-ed! Let go of me Nathan!

Food! Lots of food! Definitely Pizza Haven!

Me with my Birthday card from Lionel, TK, Chee Rong and William. It sure looks graphic.

Checking out my green boxers!

Soccer fever! Tim, QUIT fooling around! (L-R, Saiffudin, Natasha, Wan Yin, Tim and Malvi)

One for the cameras. From L-R, Moe, Natasha and Malvi.

Eat, eat, eat people! Help yourselves!

Lost for choice Tim? I sure am!

Birthday greeting from Hendi. HA! Don't worry ppl, it's just for the fun of it!

Another birthday greeting from Nathan. Watch where that hand is going boy!

Yet another birthday "greeting" from the boys! Da-mn!

Shee-yet! It's getting a little too crowded! Going a bit too far boys!

Let's dance! Hendi, Shelina, Rifai and Nathan doing their thang!

A lovely pic of the "twins" and the two pretties, with me in da middle. (Look at the Esplanade shirts Tim & JunYa are wearing! From me to them!)

Everyone having fun! Nathan being very silly as usual! Haha! Kiddin man!

Cake cutting, or in this case, cake stabbing. Oh, and that's Mr. Jay beside me. :D

Isn't this cool? Feels like clubbing!

Flexing 'em muscles. Oh, btw, that's Raymond & Hendi. They look funny.

Leading me to the water bomb shooting range. Yikes!

Bull's eye! Some people are just so mean!

Soaked to the skin! They even had pails of FREEZING water dumped onto me! Da-mn, it was cold!

After the shoot out, more dancing and fooling around.

Come on guys! Lift me higher! A nice group pic before cleaning up.

The BIG party! Sadly some had already left, and some went off to prepare for something "terrible".

Cleaning up time! Thx Karen & Amy!

Nathan, Rifai & Tim removing the thrash. Haha! Sorry Crystal!

Removing thrash No.2 - DaYong has to go, says Jay.

Everyone, say "hi!" to Tim the rubbish collector. Posing with the babes (From L-R, Jay, Amy, DaYong, Karen & Tim).

And so that's how it all went at the Vickery House common room... fun wasn't it? I bet you wished you could be there...

And now for Round 2!!

"Makan Makan Beach"! We went there at 230 in the morning! And their plan was to throw me into the sea!! Luckily it rained, phew!!



One more thing, if you are interested in bondage and tying up people to chairs and making them watch something nasty, check THIS out! It wasn't pleasant!




Thanks alot everyone! ;D