I tried looking for it.

But it sunk so deep.

Too cold to grasp.

Impossible to reach.

Watch Your Front

Last 2 days have been pretty fcking boring, spending 2 entire days at the live range. No one said shooting was no fun. It's just because of all the waiting that makes it bloody unbearable. There's the day shoot, and then the night shoot. The fcked up thing bout these 2 days was that we only spent 2 hrs shooting in the day - we started at 9 in the morn. And guess what? We just had to sit our tired bored asses and wait for night before commencing our night shooting. Perfect. Well, at least the wait paid off. Shot 23 outta 28, so yeah, finally got my marksman status. Not that it matters... really. Just hope I'll get rewarded with days off.

Craving for margaritas..

Your Silence Is Murder...

The Green-Eyed Monster

On the outside, it's a facade of smiles and laughter.

Putting on a show for those that are oblivious to what's inside.

But deep down from within, there lies a beast.

Just waiting to burst out and rip itself apart.

To scream out in disgust and hate.

To pull out the knife, stabbed where it hurts most.

So there lies the Green-Eyed monster.

And I just hate to be it.

Fuck YOU.

Apathy

There's no reason for me to smile.

There never was.

A Shot

If there was another shot.
Would you give it?


I would.