The Bug

Now I'm speechless, over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Love Bug again.
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Love Bug again.

Yeah, again.
And this time, I'll set it right.
What's your next move Ryan?

Smile

I'm breathing for two.

I'd break my legs falling for you
I'd give anything to purchase that smile.
Even if it only lasts for awhile.

Take A Seat?

I'm sharing a drink with a memory

And a laugh with an empty seat.
So will You come now
And sit here with me?

Skipping beats, blushing cheeks.
I am struggling daydreaming, of the We I see.
Yet here I lay, left in bits
Recovering from the shudders of reality.

You get me every time.

Do You See?

Do you see the signs?

It would be nice if you'd notice...
Yeah, it would be nice.
Real nice.

The Plunge

Will you take the plunge with me?

Will you dare to dream..
Will you dare to love..
Will you take the next step forward..
With me?

I'm not holding back from the edge anymore.
I'm not going to just dip my toes in.
Not this time.
This time, I'm diving in head first,
Into the abyss of Uncertainty.

Have you ever started
That brand new day?
Had a second chance
And thrown it away?

ORD!

1.. 2.. 3..

Now come on, just say it with me.

...

..

.

O R D LOH!!!

I don't know what to fcking do.
So fcking lost.
I just wanna dream my dreams.
But no. I gotta come back down to Earth.
God, I seriously hate reality-fcking-checks.
I fcking do.

Pardon the angst.

Dream. Not.

I should just dream small.
Or nothing at all.
'Cause when you do, you'll savour the Uncertainty.
But when you dream big, brace yourself for the big let down
'Cause it'll just crash down on you, and knock you out cold.

'Nuff said.

Schmuck

What a schmuck.

This ain't how I roll.

So I guess You've changed things.

Gosh, I'm such a schmuck.

Fuck.

Oscars

Heath Ledger - Best Supporting Actor

This is why I watched The Dark Knight 16 times and counting.

Obsession you say. It's an understatement.

Sorry

This is to a girl who got into my head
With all the pretty things she did.
Hey, you know you keep me up in bed.
This is to a girl who got into my head
With all these fucked up things I did.
Hey, maybe, baby you could keep me up in bed.

My Konstantine...

Just bring me home.

All hail the Heartbreak kid.

Crossroads

Here I am.

At the crossroads of my life.
I've procrastinated too long.
Yes, far too long.
All this while, wandering aimlessly.
I feared choice.
I feared change.
I failed to act.
But now's the time to set a path.
A path that makes, or breaks me.
The rite of passage, or so they say.

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase."

Faith? What faith?
The last time I had too much faith, it backfired on me.
Still, there's no changing it.
I need the first big step.
Maybe these crossroads never existed.
Maybe it's just a manifestation of my mind.
A very cruel one, I must say.
But there's no fooling myself.

So...
what's it gonna be?

Dilemma

I've got to make the right choice.

But what is the right choice?

Singapore? Perth?

Do I stay? Do I go?

What course do I take?

I hate it when I've got to crack my head up like that.

Time to consider my options.
Hopefully the right one.


2009 is starting to feel a little ominous.
It doesn't help when you lose your voice on the first day.

Turn of the Tide?

Good-fckin-bye 2008!

You have not been kind to me.

So here's a whiff of my ass!

Aloha 2009!

I trust a change in fortunes.

I sense a turn of the tide.

Please don't disappoint.

Yes? No? Maybe?

Living the life. Just going with the flow.
Of sweet uncertainties and kismets.
Everything seems so surreal. So unreal.
Expect nothing more, I tell myself.
'Cause all it takes is a push.
A push back into reality, to end the flow.

So maybe, just maybe.
Under the smiles.
Under the laughter.
Under the facade I've put up.
Nothing is really what it seems.


The embers seem to be glowing.
I should probably put 'em out.

What worries?

All the angst and uncertainty, forgotten.
Drowned out by the myriad of laughter, dance and booze.
Soaking in the fun, thinking it was the sun.
Friendship never tasted like Havana's rum.

And we partied like there was no tomorrow.

Just living out of habit.

A Sign to point me in the right direction would suffice.

I Feel

I just feel like a complete...

Oh bother.

Let's play with fire.

And pray that I don't get burnt.

The Perth-fect Trip

Thanks everyone for making it the Perth-fect get away!

I'll see you all again... someday.

Cheers!

Again

I just can't help it. 

I'm getting sucked into it again.

I just pray it won't spit me out.

Yet again.

This is what I'm talking about...

The Oh-So-Sweet Escape.

Konayuki

For my cousins. Enjoy.

That was sad.

You didn't even bother.

Guess it won't matter.

Now it don't matter.

When the going gets tough, the tough drink vodka.

Tough Break Kiddo

Life is like a play.

Someone has to be the loser.

And I fcking hate to be it.

Leaving On A Jet Plane

I need a breather.

I need the OZ air.

Oh yeah, here I come.

Viva La Vida

My take on Coldplay's Viva La Vida... Enjoy!

Lock & Load

Come on, steady now.

Take a deep breath,

Hold it right there.

Now, take a good aim.

Just right between my eyes.

Take your time.

And don't miss.

Wishful thinking.

How dumb.

I should just wish it away.

Uck this Shi-

'Mutha Uckers' by Flight of the Conchords. Enjoy!

Are You Into It?

Flight of the Conchords. Enjoy!

NDP `08

Happy National Day!

Back to 5 days of fixing vehicles.

I kinda miss NDP.

And I really miss the Monday offs.

Over & Out.

Loving Memory

If only letting go was that easy.

God, I miss You.

080806

Once bitten, twice shy.
Thrice bitten, fine,
I'll go take a hike.