ORD!

1.. 2.. 3..

Now come on, just say it with me.

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O R D LOH!!!

I don't know what to fcking do.
So fcking lost.
I just wanna dream my dreams.
But no. I gotta come back down to Earth.
God, I seriously hate reality-fcking-checks.
I fcking do.

Pardon the angst.

Dream. Not.

I should just dream small.
Or nothing at all.
'Cause when you do, you'll savour the Uncertainty.
But when you dream big, brace yourself for the big let down
'Cause it'll just crash down on you, and knock you out cold.

'Nuff said.

Schmuck

What a schmuck.

This ain't how I roll.

So I guess You've changed things.

Gosh, I'm such a schmuck.

Fuck.

Oscars

Heath Ledger - Best Supporting Actor

This is why I watched The Dark Knight 16 times and counting.

Obsession you say. It's an understatement.

Sorry

This is to a girl who got into my head
With all the pretty things she did.
Hey, you know you keep me up in bed.
This is to a girl who got into my head
With all these fucked up things I did.
Hey, maybe, baby you could keep me up in bed.

My Konstantine...

Just bring me home.

All hail the Heartbreak kid.

Crossroads

Here I am.

At the crossroads of my life.
I've procrastinated too long.
Yes, far too long.
All this while, wandering aimlessly.
I feared choice.
I feared change.
I failed to act.
But now's the time to set a path.
A path that makes, or breaks me.
The rite of passage, or so they say.

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase."

Faith? What faith?
The last time I had too much faith, it backfired on me.
Still, there's no changing it.
I need the first big step.
Maybe these crossroads never existed.
Maybe it's just a manifestation of my mind.
A very cruel one, I must say.
But there's no fooling myself.

So...
what's it gonna be?

Dilemma

I've got to make the right choice.

But what is the right choice?

Singapore? Perth?

Do I stay? Do I go?

What course do I take?

I hate it when I've got to crack my head up like that.

Time to consider my options.
Hopefully the right one.


2009 is starting to feel a little ominous.
It doesn't help when you lose your voice on the first day.

Turn of the Tide?

Good-fckin-bye 2008!

You have not been kind to me.

So here's a whiff of my ass!

Aloha 2009!

I trust a change in fortunes.

I sense a turn of the tide.

Please don't disappoint.

Yes? No? Maybe?

Living the life. Just going with the flow.
Of sweet uncertainties and kismets.
Everything seems so surreal. So unreal.
Expect nothing more, I tell myself.
'Cause all it takes is a push.
A push back into reality, to end the flow.

So maybe, just maybe.
Under the smiles.
Under the laughter.
Under the facade I've put up.
Nothing is really what it seems.


The embers seem to be glowing.
I should probably put 'em out.

What worries?

All the angst and uncertainty, forgotten.
Drowned out by the myriad of laughter, dance and booze.
Soaking in the fun, thinking it was the sun.
Friendship never tasted like Havana's rum.

And we partied like there was no tomorrow.

Just living out of habit.

A Sign to point me in the right direction would suffice.

I Feel

I just feel like a complete...

Oh bother.

Let's play with fire.

And pray that I don't get burnt.

The Perth-fect Trip

Thanks everyone for making it the Perth-fect get away!

I'll see you all again... someday.

Cheers!

Again

I just can't help it. 

I'm getting sucked into it again.

I just pray it won't spit me out.

Yet again.

This is what I'm talking about...

The Oh-So-Sweet Escape.

Konayuki

For my cousins. Enjoy.

That was sad.

You didn't even bother.

Guess it won't matter.

Now it don't matter.

When the going gets tough, the tough drink vodka.

Tough Break Kiddo

Life is like a play.

Someone has to be the loser.

And I fcking hate to be it.

Leaving On A Jet Plane

I need a breather.

I need the OZ air.

Oh yeah, here I come.

Viva La Vida

My take on Coldplay's Viva La Vida... Enjoy!

Lock & Load

Come on, steady now.

Take a deep breath,

Hold it right there.

Now, take a good aim.

Just right between my eyes.

Take your time.

And don't miss.

Wishful thinking.

How dumb.

I should just wish it away.

Uck this Shi-

'Mutha Uckers' by Flight of the Conchords. Enjoy!

Are You Into It?

Flight of the Conchords. Enjoy!

NDP `08

Happy National Day!

Back to 5 days of fixing vehicles.

I kinda miss NDP.

And I really miss the Monday offs.

Over & Out.

Loving Memory

If only letting go was that easy.

God, I miss You.

080806

Once bitten, twice shy.
Thrice bitten, fine,
I'll go take a hike.

Fuck. I can't make up my mind.

The Dark Knight

Just caught "The Dark Knight" and...

It was fantastic!

Heath Ledger was phenomenal as the Joker.

I'm so gonna watch it again.

Now... Let's put a smile on that face.

Now you see me.

Now you don't

Now you need me.

Now you don't.

Take a Peak

Spoiler Alert.

Big time.

There you go.

A sneak preview on what to expect from NDP'08.
The fireworks are gonna be awesome.

There's nothing compared to seeing it for yourselves.

So just come down to Esplanade every Saturday, around 8 o'clock,

to see where all our ERP, GST payments etc. have gone to.

Enjoy.

Puffy Eyes & Face Bites

Just went through some chemical defence training couple of days back. Yeah, and the experience was... "memorable". All of us were issued with the standard Individual Protective Equipment (IPE) which was outrageously disgusting. To sum it up, the suit smelt like something died in there and my face mask had spiders making their homes in it. Wonderful.

Well, at least the final day turned out to be pretty "fun". We were made to fall in at 0630 when the actual training started at 1000 due to some big time management cock up. Finally got dressed up, did our tests and prepared for the finale - the gas chamber. Whoaaaa... don't get too excited now. This ain't some cool sophisticated room that Hollywood has managed to create in our minds. Wait till you actually see it. Some said it looks like a guard house, or a hut. I'd like to call it a rubbish dump. No, seriously. It looks JUST like that from the outside. Nothing too fancy.

Alright. So we entered the "gas chamber", did 5 basic exercises (jumping jacks, squats, head rotations etc.), did a canister changing drill and last but not least, we had to remove our face masks and read out our IC number, rank and name. All of this in the midst of CS smoke aka tear gas. When the smoke hits you, you'll experience an instant high as the smoke starts biting at your skin. The second you exit the chamber with the wind blowing at you, yeah, you start to cry. The aftermath feels like a million sunburns on your face and neck and it feels like someone rubbed chili flakes in your eyes. Not too bad an experience I'd say.

Yeap, and I'm on 2 days medical leave now. Cheers.

I never asked for it to be this way.
So is it my fault now?
Is it my fault again?

Wake the F' Up

I should really stop fantasising.

Just wake the fck up from this dream,

And stop dreaming bout the Impossible.

...

It ain't gonna happen Ryan.

You know it.

But still I wish it.